Just a Little Lovin’: actually, more than a little

I spent most of last week in the 1980s, in New York. I was Abner Finkel, a professor of modern literature at Columbia University, and a radical nihilist poet.

Abner Finkel in 1984. (Photo by Petter Karlsson CC-BY-NC.)
Abner Finkel in 1984. (Photo by Petter Karlsson CC-BY-NC.)

The larp was Just a Little Lovin’, my first long-form Nordic larp. It was written by Hanne Grasmo and Tor Kjetil Edland and is one of the acknowledged high spots of the movement (if it is a movement, which is a slightly vexed question that I’m not going to get into now).

All in the game

JaLL is for 60–70 players and spreads across five days, including three 18-hour-ish periods of play (‘Acts’) set successively on the 4th–5th July of 1982, 1983 and 1984. These are preceded by a day of preparation, and followed by a day of decompression. This was the fourth time of its running; and having heard amazing things from people who’d played previously about how it had changed their lives, made them see the possibilities in larp as an artform, made them see the world in a different way, and so on, it had long been on my wishlist.

US flag

The frame for JaLL is the coming of HIV/AIDS to (mostly) the gay community of the city. There are characters of a wide range of genders and sexualities, but most are gay men. Each of the three Acts has a presiding theme: Desire, Fear of Death, and Friendship. And so the overall story progresses from untroubled hedonism in 1982 to shocked reaction in 1983 to communal gathering and support in 1984. (This somewhat compresses the historical timetable, but it works better for the larp that way.)

Second that emotion

As a play experience, JaLL is extremely emotionally intense. The characters have close personal bonds with each other, and in each Act some will be struck down by a terrible and (at that time) fatal disease. And each character has a personal journey to travel which in many cases will likely involve difficult relationships and life problems. The characters are defined briefly but with powerful motivational drives which will generate tension before they can be resolved.

But to think of this larp as ‘misery porn’ or ‘angst tourism’ would be profoundly mistaken. It’s a serious study of need, love, and community: it entails deep emotions because it’s about human beings in real situations. It’s been carefully designed in great detail to facilitate understanding, empathy and sympathy from players towards characters and towards each other. Players work together in exploring the material and in constructing and developing their storylines.

I have never had my mind opened more by a larp, nor felt more bonded to a group of co-players – including those who I didn’t actually interact with during play. And, importantly, this is not because we came through a terrible experience together: it wasn’t like that at all. It’s because we came through an amazing and uplifting and life-affirming and worldview-changing experience together.

What a wonderful world

I’m not going to talk in detail about the design, as that would be a big topic, but this is the aspect of it that most impressed me. JaLL is a microcosm (albeit an unusually fabulous one). Characters from different social levels and with a very wide range of drives and motivations are forced together by de facto isolation within wider society – mainstream America doesn’t want to know what’s happening to them. They have to learn how to lay aside differences, work together and build a community of support. And so we as players, by working through that process as them, are learning the same things: how to be kinder, more understanding, more tolerant and more supportive – as members of our community of larpers, and as human beings in general.

The book of love

If you’ve got this far, you might like to check out the pdf book that was put together after the 2013 run. It’s a mix of players’ testimony about their experiences, context pieces, and designers and organizers explaining how it worked.

The Book of JaLL
The Book of JaLL

Keep on running

There are plans afoot to run JaLL in the USA in 2016: and it would be fantastic to run it here in the UK some time, too. Let me know if you think you’d be interested in being involved! You won’t regret it, I promise.

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